Monday, May 23, 2005

Ano nakaya ibigsabihin nito? Dundundudundundun

The Summer Camp was Not boring as i had earlier thought it would be... if you read the entry before this, you'll know why... this is gonna be a short post kasi, i don't want to say too much right now...(hiya pa ako eh...hehe)

Last friday morning, nagising ako ng mga 6 which was way too early kasi we had our Open Night until 3... i was the only one awake ata sa barracks... napansin ko na lang na may signal pala ako ngayon...Hmmm... sino kaya itetext ko pag may ganitong pagkakataon at ngayong oras?.....Hmmm... sino pa edi yung parents ko(Niyahahahahahahahaha, kala niyo kung sino no? mga ugok! haha) PAGKATAPOS ko silang itext, i sent rovy a message about the previous night... eh since di pa naman siya nagrereply... at tulog pa naman yung mga tao...(at maasim na yung kilekile ko kasi di ako nakaligo nung open night...) pumunta ako sa Boro 6, which was the staffer's cottage. Since marshall ako, i had to sleep with the delegates... no problem naman. The only biggie was that to go to boro, i had to take a 5 minute walk from the barracks to get there... Tapos paakyat pa yung way to boro! di pa ako nakatulog ng matagal! try niyo yun... ang saya...well not really... Nakakatawa akong tignan as i was swaying from side to side on the way there. tapos, muntikan pa akong mahulog sa steep stairway dun! When i did get there.. tulog pa yung mga tao! when someone finally opened the door at nakapasok na ako sa bathroom, nakita ko na naiwanan ko yung shampoo ko sa barracks! tapos Walang tubig yung toilet! Ang saya ng umaga ko talaga! haha! Pero when i finally got to the barracks, napansin ko na nagreply pala si rovy... I made her cry daw again...(tears of happiness ha! baka kawawain niyo po ako!) Nakakapagpagising yun sa puso talaga... sarap pa ng breakfast!(ang labo!) Ang saya ko talaga nung friday... I told her na i would call her at around 9 kasi i wanted to talk to her... She replied na pupunta daw siya sa ospital nun... akala kasi niya 9 in the morning! so yun... When i got home, tumawag ako kay rovy kasi wala lang, i miss hearing her voice... nagusap kami...umiyak ako...hahaha... we talked for like 2 hours ata... pinagalitan na ako nun haha! Tulog na lang ako after kasi di ko mahanap kung saan pinapalabas yung Backlash...

Saturday morning wasn't that eventful... although i did try to catch up on what happened while i was at sc. I started the first part of my prevoius post, pero tinawag ako ng mom ko agad... nung afternoon, tinetext ko si rovy at si che kasi i was bored.....really bored. Nung nag stop kami sa isang mall sa laguna, kumain kami sa pizza hut. Nagkausapusap kami dun about some stuff. Biglang si kuya gem nagyaya na tumingin tingin kami sa loob at mag cr, so sumama na ako. Bigla kaming nagusap about... and kung pano ko hinahandle yun... (hala rovy, hahanapin ka ng mga pinsan ko sa feu! dean pa naman yung tita ko dun! hahahaha) Nung nakabalik na kami, napansin namin na kinakausap ni kuya GP si toy tungkol sa nangyayari sa kanila and charisse...and alec. Parang inaadvise lang nung mga nakakatanda(di naman kami ganun ka gurang ah! and besides mas matanda pa si totoy sa akin!) si totoy at minumulat namin sa mga mata niya kung ano yung mga nangyayari... pag kadating namin sa resort, tinext ko uli si rovy at nangangamusta kung nasaan na siya...yikeee!haha Nag swimming kami ng sandali then we stopped for dinner... Aba oo nga pala, sa mga nanonood ng survivor at na miss yung last saturday, si tom ang nanalo! anyway... nung nag night swimming na kami, ang natira na lang ay ako, sila kuya gp at diko gem at si ate neneng. Pinaguusapan nila yung mga nangyayari sa myf kasi naging presidente nun si diko gem. inaadvisan naman siya si kuya gp. si ate neng rin... Ako? Nagsestretching ako sa pool para mawala yung sakit ko sa tiyan! haha and mostly nakikinig lang ako kasi di ko alam yung karamihan na nangyayari sa myf eh... then we talked about blah blah blah... tapos tinawag na kami ng mom ko kasi 11 na pala! haha tinext ko si rovy ng good night at mag totongits kaming magpipinsan(ang labo!) Then all of a sudden, she replies and tells me na... ayokong sabihin! kinikilig ako eh! haha basta you guys will know when the smoke clears!haha Then i text her na how did she come to those conclusions( i wasn't opposing or anything... i just really wanted to know...) then i tell her the unthinkable... i told here that i ___ her!!! yikee... Then she replies na ano ba daw yung pinagsasabi ko? She was just expressing her feelings....(Plane of George's Wildest Dreams just got shot down...aruy) so I apologize(BAKIT ko kailangang mag apologize!!!!?ARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!) to her, because i was jumping to conclusions na... ganun...very awkward moment... so tinulugan ko na lang yung nangyari... she replies pala in the middle of the night and called twice(D'oh!) In the morning, i texted her about the things i said the previous night... and i confessed everything... that i did love her(Ang hirap sabihin kasi love is a really big deal!) and that ang tagal ko ng gustong sabihin sa kanya, but one way or another, pinipigil ako ni kuya jess until the right time... I had to experience His presence pa, at sinabi ko sa kanya, "Mahal na mahal kita sa Panginoon..." Because it is true... For every relationship to be successful, it must pass through and coincide with God! That was the longest 1 hour 42 minutes of my life(which really is pretty long...but that's not the point) When she replied, sinabi niya na swerte daw siya about meeting me, of how proud she was of me...she called me an angel and a blessing.... Grabe, this girl is really special to me na!

okie, on the way home tinext ko si manang che na kamusta na siya. said she was with igno and a friend. i asked her if rovy told her anything and stuff... Big mistake... when i got home, gino called me and asked me to give him a straight answer...

"Nililigawan mo ba si Rovy?"
And my answer was as clear as i could give...
"Alam mo pre, di ko talaga alam..."
Because seriously, i didn't know... After which, kwinento ko sa kanya yung mga nangyari sa camp... umiyak nanaman ako... and i told him the whole bit... i think i even told him some parts that rovy didn't know (or masyado pa akong sabog to remember if i DID tell her) we talked for a long time... then i called rovy... i dared not say anything about the what happened during the weekend...(i have other plans for that). then i watched a bit of wrestling, at nag good night ako kay rovy... she replied asking me about the "mahal kita sa panginoon part" eh di sinabi ko. She said that she was going to be sleeping late beacuse of something she had to do. Me? Pagud na pagod na talaga ako, and i never had a full night's sleep in days... (so, sorry if you think na i blew you off last night)
Pagkagising ko, tinext ko uli si rovy with another of ny personalized and custom made quotes!haha Then nag reply siya... turns out na today is a full month since me and rovy met sa SHS batch party... (I didn't forget! naunahanmo lang ako!hahaha)
so, eto, turns out the entry isn't so short after all.... i promise i'll continue the g4 thingy some other tym... ok, bye na!
MAHAL NA MAHAL KO KAYO SA PANGINOON!!!!

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